Cherry Blossoms Scatter In The Darkness

This is a tale of my escape from agony
Around the time when the cherry blossoms fall
I silence my voice, and await the end
Nobody looks at me
I shut them all out, I rejected them.
The letter I couldn't write,
Blurred with the "from now on" I saw in my dreams
Only the darkness showed me kindness, pain, shut my eyes
I crouch down in the scenery around me, unable to find a color to blend into
In hopes that at least I could disappear into the dark of night...
I hung myself.
The bell signaling the curtain call sounds,
Awakens me from my fading dream
Goodbye my love, the spring breeze blew me back and forth.
When the cherry blossoms softly weep.

-“Yami Ni Chiru Sakura” by Alice Nine

Today is the greatest…

Ask and it will be given to you… I’m praying and hoping to have everyday as the greatest day of my life… I may not be able to do everything but I can do something to make this day a great one! Happy Sunday and enjoy the 90’s music ! \m/

TODAY by Smashing Pumpkins

Today is the greatest Day I've ever known Can't live for tomorrow, Tomorrow's much too long I'll burn my eyes out Before I get out I wanted more Than life could ever grant me Bored by the chore Of saving face Today is the greatest Day I've never known Can't wait for tomorrow I might not have that long I'll tear my heart out Before I get out Pink ribbon scars That never forget I tried so hard To cleanse these regrets My angel wings Were bruised and restrained My belly stings Today is Today is Today is The greatest day I want to turn you on I want to turn you around I want to turn you on I want to turn you Today is the greatest Today is the greatest day Today is the greatest day That I have ever really known

Billy Corgan has struggled with depression for much of his life, including bouts of self-injury, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and suicidal thoughts. Corgan attributes this to the abuse he endured as a child, as well as his personal anxieties and issues. While he believes he is far more stable now, he still occasionally battles depression and has become an advocate for support networks. - Wikipedia